Uneasy

I received an anonymous letter from someone regarding my mom's fiancé, aka Abel, and I was quite freaked out about it earlier.  I don't know whether I will be able to calm down about it; I need more information to be sure.

I rode my bike from my house to Hannah's house today, and it was a 2-hour uphill through town in a de facto fixed-gear bike (Uriah's), aka the most difficult ride I have ever done.  I literally had to stop two times along the way, once for caffeine and once for water.

Along the way, I happened upon a big secret that I am on my way to investigate and write about for Occupy.  It upsets me; not quite as much as anonymous tips about the man my mom is living with, but a lot, on a different level.

Biking put a lot of things into perspective for me and I think I have more clarity.  Putting it into a semblance of action will be the next step, albeit a tough one to take.  I have to get past a lot of personal, emotional walls and a great sense of pride that I have.