Not Drinking

This is the third of thirty days without alcohol.  I am now at Elijah's grandparents' house and they have the most alcohol.

And wouldn't you know I would love a drink right now.  I've been in this triad for 3+ weeks and we're here (Elijah, Jezebel, and I) planning how we're going to buy the house and build an intentional community here.  It could only add to any other life plans I'm making though.  And I keep forgetting that despite already having a triad, polyamory means I can still have any number of lovers, so doing this wouldn't even lock me in, so to speak.  Although we'd be (the 3 of us) pretty much married at that point.  Blerg.

Quad is over, as of today, too.  Uriah doesn't know about this.  I happen to believe that there is more jealousy and weirdness to it than this, but the facts are simply that E & J claim they aren't attracted to him really.  IDK, it's more than that.  Either way, I am personally annoyed with Uriah following me around like a puppy and thinking that he is good enough to be with me.  But he's still in my life just as an Fb, as he has been for a while.