Blerg

Spoke too soon about doing completely well.  I have a headache that feels like my brain is beating up against my skull, and I still have a lot more writing to do for work, including an article about the stock market and the potential for long-term holding of biotech futures.  Blerg.  The lit was right, though, since instead of caffeine, all I want to do is reach for something sugary or carb-rich for a little pick-me-up.  Bad mistake.  Also I am super tired, and already took a nap/ long sex break in the middle of the day.

Some people would mock the fact that I'm at home all day working while my boyfriend plays video games and watches TV/browses the internet while intermittently running errands or doing work, talking to me about stuff whenever, and taking breaks to pontificate with me or discussing plans or issues or making food and of course lots of sex.  Heck, that's what he's doing next to me right now (the video games and TV part).  Nonetheless, I stay up as long as it takes to get my work done and have struggled through a lot of shitty work setbacks on top of low-paying writing jobs just to get by sometimes.  So if I am OK with accepting this and working my ass off on being a writer because it's what I want to do and at the same time I might as well reap the rewards of getting to fuck the caffeine detox pain away. ;-)